McFuneral

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The Nanny =)

It's true - I do get paid to take care of you, but I don't get paid extra for loving you… Lucky for me, I got the best job in the whole wide world… Believe me, by the time they take out state, and federal and FICA, it's a labor of love." ~ The Nanny

4:15

Anger towards someone who isn't here to receive it.

First I want to say that I still love you with the millions of pieces of my broken heart.
The heart that another man will have to carefully and gently put back together.
It will always love you, but never again trust you.

You made me the person I am today - strong, independent, calculating, flexible.
There was nothing wrong with the person I was - carefree, fun, happy, feisty.

You made me happy when I didn't think it was possible, and taught me lessons no one else dared to say.
Sometimes you were too harsh, and often treated me like I would never be as "good" as you.
You said you loved me.
You were never willing to treat me differently - to you, love was only a feeling, not a motivation.  To me, that isn't love.

You gave me freedom from my parents and forced me to stand on my own.
You called me a slutty if my jeans had a hole in them, got mad at me for going into the ninja gym, and went treated my privacy as if it didn't exist.
You encouraged me to always put my family first.
You pitched a fit i I didn't always put you first.

You took me out to dinner.
Only when you craved it.  You spent all your money on someone who will never accept you for who you are.

You didn't like to make others uncomfortable by showing PDA.
You had no problem hugging other girls and letting them sit on your lap.  I was never allowed too.

You didn't want to make me feel "tied down" to you.
I tried to have my own relationship and it "broke your heart" and took weeks to regain your trust.  And you calledmethe "jealous bitch."

What we had was cool because we didn't feel like we had to monitor our actions in front of each other.
Why would you say and act like you didn't give a shit about someone, yet treat them to your face like they are your friend?  Especially when you know they have other interests.

We had our own personal lives.
If I didn't give up my cell phone and computer willingly, you accused me of things.

Things were easy, carefree, and no strings attached.  And quite temporary.
You stayed in my life for over a year, being more committed to me than you were to her.  You said "I love you" first, yet I was "stupid" for loving you back.

You didn't give affection unless you really, really meant it.
If I needed a hug, I could wait until you were ready.  When you were ready, I better drop everything so you wouldn't get mad.
You were amazing, and told me I was almost perfect.  From you, that is almost jaw-dropping.
There is a guy who loves the things you want me to change, and thinks my only flaw is loving a man who doesn't think I am absolutely perfect.
You said you loved me. And always would.
You walked out of my life and never looked back. twice.

Read more:http://www.myspace.com/shesawildchild89/blog?page=2#ixzz11d9J3Ns8

Old. Dark. Stormy.

Hold me.
Hold my head above this cloud of apathy.
Hold me while I slowly slip away.
Let my muscles relax my mind enough so that I can finally see:
Everything will be better if you just let go.
Let go of this life:
The false security and the insecurities that couldn’t be more real.
The hopes and dreams of love that lead to one broken heart after another.
The goals that turn into frustration and "You’ll never be good enough"
The self-confidence that I am almost sure only lies to me.

Give me wings that will let my soul soar from this balcony,
The beauty that so few took the time to see – give them the crumpled body left below.
Give me the chance to be that perfect person for someone – anyone.

How cool is my Aunt Lori?   Well, she's building a robot for this playground!

Paramore: The Only Exception (Chandiss Acoustic Cover)