and then there is the end.

This might be one of the hardest parts of the deployment.  Knowing that there is so little time left until I am in Logan's arms is almost excruciating.  I feel like I am putting every ounce of strength and emotion left into this final stretch, and hoping that there is enough left.

of course there is enough left.

I'm just tired of being patient, strong, positive, and uplifting.  I want patient eyes, strong arms, positive words, and to be lifted in a giant hug.

I just want my man back here on US soil, and there isn't much other way to put it.

Reason to stop drinking: Numbers 1 thru 4

1. new years eve.
2. i keep saying that i am going to stop - what am I waiting for?
3. What exactly does the word "control" mean?
4. I got to eat a cupcake today - guilt free.