Do not tell me that I should be treated like a princess if you aren't willing to do so.  Stop giving me hopes for things that do not happen.  Real trust isn't even in my vocabulary anymore.  I automatically assume that everybody is too drunk, too distracted, too uninterested to actually follow through with their intentions.

I am tired of guys being nice to fulfill their agenda.  This has defined every relationship that I have ever had.  Ya know, "nice" guys doing nice things trying to get some type of reaction from me... and when I finally decide that they are worth my time, they bail.  It was the chase.  I'm so tired of running.  I'm exhausted.